My birthday... :/ just another day ?

I feel exactly like this. My great aunt Anne might die at any time in the next couple of days and no one feels like celebrating any thing. I feel like it is just another day and why should I even do anything for my birthday? My mom is mad at me because I told her I really don't want anything and I really don't know what I want to do on my birthday. My birthday is June 30th so I have even less time than you to figure this out.