Feeling depressed all the time?

You need to stop cutting yourself even if its hard you need to stop, Try and forget about your past pretend it never happened its hard but you can train your mind to slowly let go and forget, YOu should go and see your doctor so you can get antidepressants they should also help you, As for your mom and dad well their is a saying "What comes around goes around" so in the future when they need you for somethinJustut ignore it and tell them where you their when i was in need?, So you want to become a dancer? Well after your exams you should consider taking dance lessons or something that can put you on the right path to something what will make you happy.